I know this seems like an odd subject to right about in this time (especially with how political I usually am) but it's just something I wanted to talk about.  You see, recently, a girl I had dated for a little while, decided she didn't love me.  I'm still a bit upset, but I'm getting over her.  Now, I told you that to tell you this.  There is this girl who I saw today (I've seen her before) at a Mexican restaraunt.  She's a waitress, there.  I mean, for some reason I couldn't stop looking at her (not like staring, but glancing) and when she waited on our table, she kept looking at me, the same way I was looking at her, even if she was talking to someone else.  I honestly think this girl is beautiful (I was actually offered a job at the restraunt, but they never seem to have any applications), so I don't know.  I want to talk to the girl, but I just have a problem talking to the ladies.  In fact, most of my female friends found me or were introduced from mutual friends.  I so want to talk to this girl (I'm sure she's a little bit older, not much though), but I feel like I wouldn't be able to bring myself to do it.  I've been thinking about her all day, though.  I'm just afraid of being blown off.  I don't plan on dating her (or at least not right away, I don't date people I don't know or barely know).  Oh well, only one way to find out.

  No, the title is not a clever analogy to something political.  Something very serious happened to me a few days ago.  I was put on to medication (specifically Abilify and Lexapro) for my Mania, Bi-polar disorder, and Depression.  Now, I haven't taken it since, and here's why.  It all started after my appointment, I was given the medication (without being explained the side effects), when I went home, I got something to drink and eat, and I took the pills.  Okay, for a while nothing happened.  We went to the Social Security office, and I filled out a form for a social security care, but they said I needed an ID, but you can't get an ID without a social security card, so they gave me a temporary thing so I could go get an ID.  Anyways, we got in the van (my mom, my big sister, and my little sisters), and we went on our way to Grandma and Grandpa's house, I had my first seizure in the van, I though I was a sleep while I was having it, my mom said that my eyes were wide open and I had my head on my chest and I was breathing really hard, she thought I was playing with the girls, until I grabbed her hand really hard.  When we got there, I went into the extra bedroom (dubbed "Grandpa's room") to lie down, and rest.  According to my grandmother, I had several more seizures (I don't remember then, so I don't know), anyways, after a while, Grandma wanted us to get the hell out so "she could leave with Grandpa", what a nice grandmother.  Anyways, it was about time for my little sisters to get out of school (they are in preschool and kindergarten), so we started heading towards the our house (the school is right up the street from where I live), my mom just wanted to call the ambulance when we got home, but my big sister Kelly insisted that mom just turn around and go to the hospital behind her (she doesn't like said hospital, because her Grandma died there, when she was unattended), but that's what we ended up doing.  And it was a good thing too.  They had to put me in pediatrics, because, believe it or not, it was the only room left open, a busy day at the hospital.  Anyways, I got stuck multiple times, for an IV, because they could not find a vein, they thought I was dehydrated (Ironic, because I drank half a gallon of water that morning, yes, I drink alot of water).  They started pumping something into my blood, but I don't know what  it was.  I don't think I'd ever had that many shots before.  It hurt.  But, compared to dying, I'm say it was worth it.  I was shaky, I was sweating, I was vommiting, I was having seizures, and oddly enough, I was cold, but I wanted cold air on me.  I was very pale looking apparently (my flesh usually has a reddish tint), so it really sucked.  But, what was even more odd, was that my blood pressure was normal, my pulse was normal, and I didn't have a fever (that was probably because of the excessive sweating).  Anyways, I know most of you know this, but so this doesn't happen to you, please ask your presciber what the side effects of the medications are before you take them.  I probably should have.  I know I'm never taking those again, though.  Thank you

-Adam

Here are some Libertarian and libertarian Republicans and even a Democrat if anyone is interested

BJ Lawson, for North Carolina's 4th Congressional District http://www.lawsonforcongress.com/?s=0701&skip=1-Republican

Dan Druck for Illinois's 4th Congressional District http://www.timefordan.com/ Libertarian

Bob Conley for South Carolina Senate http://aimhighwithbob.com/

Ron Paul Texas 14th Congressional District- http://www.ronpaulforcongress.com/

Bob Barr Libertarian Nominee for President http://www.bobbarr2008.com/

Wayne Allyn Root-Bob Barr's Vice Presidential Nominee (a man that scares me) http://www.wayneroot.com/

If you're interested in any of these people, vote for them.  If you're not, vote for someone else.  If you know of another libertarian or liberty minded canidate, please tell me.  A good website, if anyone wants to find whatever party fits them is http://thirdpartywatch.com/